Welcome I am Kain. Welcome to my website. I need your help. Here is where you will see my story unfold. I have never been a man of words, but now I find it necessary to tell my story. There are answers I need, and only by telling my story might I learn the right questions to ask. This new medium of the internet, with its countless web pages and myriad inhabitants is uniquely suited to my needs. It reaches many and yet provides anonymity, easy access, and ease of use. Though I am familiar with computers and the internet I had not considered contributing to it before now, so these last few days have been spent learning to use the tools I need to create these pages. The skills I have acquired, such as they are, are rather crude and basic, so please forgive the spartan nature of these pages. I envisage that once the introduction is written and in place I will update this site somewhat in the manner of a journal or diary, and that the story will unfold as I live and experience it. However, before I begin in earnest I must retire for a while to gather my thoughts and decide upon the best way in which to introduce you to my situation. Preface Before the introduction begins I want to say a few words by way of a preface. Firstly, I need as many people as possible to read this. I am learning that there are many ways I can 'promote' this site and I will use a many as I can, but by far the most important is word of mouth, and that can only be accomplished by you. Whatever you think of this site, whether you are fascinated or disinterested, whether you believe what I have to say or think me a fool, whether you take this as fact or as fiction, I will be deeply indebted to you if you would find a way to have just one other person visit my site. Secondly I would like your feedback. My ultimate aim is to have some very important questions answered, but that goal is a long way off. For now any thoughts on what you read, any views, any questions, any experiences, anything at all will be most welcome. If you can help me make this site more attractive or easier to use I would be grateful for any suggestions. If you have questions regarding myself or my situation I will answer them as best I can. I need to maintain my anonymity to a certain if not rigorous degree but most questions I will answer either via these pages or directly by email. >>> Introduction